I ended the day with some very earthy food ( the leaves of fresh organic beetroots, fried with a lot of garlic and tomatoes), some ice cream, candle lights, reading some quilting books, and in the backround there was some amazing Jazz music from a street festival that is going on in our neighborhood this weekend.
So this day of many tears ended somehow calming, when I went to bed I was calm inside, empty of tears, no energy left to cry. Thank you so much for all your lovely and helpful comments!
Today is a new day.
I will be on my way to a lake on the other side of town soon. There I will meet friends for swing dancing, outdoors. Having coffee, dancing, chatting, maybe a little swim and
very hopefully surely smiling again.